
Deep Faith. Honest Discussion. Unshakable Truth.
Elliot wasn’t planning to stop. He had already passed Sycamore Lane twice, each time more convinced it was the wrong turn. The GPS insisted otherwise, and though Elliot had lived long enough to know better than to trust it blindly, curiosity and a vague tug of something familiar made him slow down the third time around.
The street was nothing remarkable. Tucked away in a quiet part of town, it was lined with modest homes, most of which looked like they hadn’t been updated since the early 90s. But there it was—the old red mailbox with a rusted flag and a dent in the side. Elliot remembered hitting it with a baseball bat when he was nine. The dent was still there.
He pulled over.
The house behind the mailbox had aged. The once-white siding was now a kind of stale yellow, and ivy had begun to climb one side. The shutters were gone—either rotted or taken down—but the porch swing still hung, albeit at a crooked angle.
He wasn’t sure what he expected, knocking on the door. No one had lived there for over a decade, at least not since Mrs. Tiller passed. He figured the place had been sold or demolished by now, but it sat like a relic, stubbornly refusing to disappear.
After a few knocks with no answer, Elliot tried the knob. It turned.
The air inside was still and smelled like time—dust, wood rot, old paper. He stepped in slowly, like walking through a memory. The wallpaper was peeling, and a few floorboards creaked more aggressively than he remembered, but it was all the same. The dining room table with the scratch from a Thanksgiving fork-fencing match with his brother. The bookshelf missing its bottom shelf because a younger Elliot had tried to use it as a ladder. The grandfather clock, silent now, but still standing.
And then he heard it.
A soft shuffle.
He froze.
“Hello?” he called out, suddenly wondering if the place had squatters. Or worse—raccoons.
Another shuffle. Upstairs this time.
Against better judgment, Elliot climbed the staircase. Each step groaned louder than the last. When he reached the top, he saw it: the door to his childhood bedroom was cracked open, and inside was a faint glow.
He pushed it open and found… nothing. Just his old room, slightly smaller than he remembered, with the same ridiculous rocket ship wallpaper he’d begged his parents for. And on the desk by the window, a small lamp—glowing.
He hadn’t left that lamp there.
“Are you here for the letters?” a voice asked.
Elliot turned so fast he nearly knocked over the lamp. In the doorway stood an old man, thin and wiry with eyes that looked like they had been watching for a long time.
“I—uh—who are you?” Elliot stammered.
The man smiled slightly. “I’m the caretaker.”
“There hasn’t been a caretaker here in decades.”
“And yet,” the man said, “here I am.”
Elliot blinked. He wanted to ask more, but the man motioned for him to follow and walked away.
Down the stairs, through the kitchen, past the cellar door that Elliot had always avoided. The man stopped at the back door, pulled it open, and stepped out into the yard. The grass was overgrown, but there was a new addition—an old metal box, bolted to a post.
“This wasn’t here before.”
“It was. You just couldn’t see it then.”
The man unlocked it and pulled out a handful of yellowed envelopes.
“Letters,” he said simply. “All addressed to you.”
Elliot reached for one. The handwriting was unmistakable—his own. But he had no memory of writing them.
“Sometimes, when people are young, they write things they don’t expect to be remembered. Wishes. Apologies. Dreams.”
He handed over the whole stack.
“Why are these here?”
“Because you needed to find them,” the man said. “And because some things take time to be delivered.”
With that, he turned and walked away, vanishing around the side of the house. Elliot chased after him, but by the time he rounded the corner, the man was gone. No footprints. No trace. Nothing.
He returned to his car, letters in hand.
That night, Elliot sat in his apartment, the stack of envelopes beside him. He opened one.
April 9th, 1997
Dear Future Me,
Did you ever marry Jenny Taylor? Probably not. She moved in third grade. But maybe you met someone who likes dinosaurs and pizza and doesn’t think you’re weird for wanting to be an astronaut. I hope so.
He laughed. The writing was clumsy, the spelling even worse, but it was definitely his.
He opened another.
July 22nd, 1999
Dear Me (but older),
Mom and Dad are fighting a lot lately. I don’t like it. I’m scared they’ll get divorced. If they do, please don’t be mad at either of them. Just remember, you used to love building Lego castles with Dad, and baking cookies with Mom. That stuff still counts.
His chest tightened. They had divorced. He had been mad. For a long time.
He kept reading. There were letters about fears he forgot he had, dreams he never chased, and one, written in shaky cursive from what looked like high school, that simply read:
If you’re still scared of turning into someone cold, don’t be. Just remember where you came from. Forgive faster. Hug longer. Ask for help when you need it. You’re not weak for wanting peace.
At some point in the night, Elliot fell asleep surrounded by letters, his head resting on a life he had forgotten he’d lived so deeply.
The next morning, he drove back to Sycamore Lane.
The mailbox was gone.
So was the house.
Just an empty lot, overgrown and quiet. Like it had always been.